guilt kills

History is happening again...

I'm getting dragged away from the hand that is holding me..

my brain is in a mess...

why am I so affected by it?.

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the crack line formed in my heart is surfacing again...

it is getting deeper...

what am I to do?

should I make the mistake I made last time or another new one..

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FUCK. HATE IT..DO YOU KNOW?!

I don't think so.....