Afraid to lose...

There was a long wait. Her heart began to beat faster. In fear.

The wait was eating into her slowly. She was exhausted yet her mind failed to rest. It was a whirlpool of thoughts. Negative thoughts.

Worried and fear would be able to sum up her feelings, however it extend of it was unbearable...



She was afraid...



Afraid to lose....



A blessed gift from GOD......



Who is ....



So special to her...



in her heart...

leeway

Why do I time and time again fall down so hard after much effort spent climbing up from the ground.

How much do you want from me?? There is a limit in everything I do... or am I just too useless achieve more in my life...

I hate myself for doing what I'm doing now... but who would understand...

I'm exhausted... i really am...