slippin' away

Slippin' away...

The disappointment hurts.
Everytime it happens, the hurt gets deeper that it is starting to get numb.
Sooner, hurt would be feeling erased from the dictionary of emotions.

Though disappointments hits
I will struggle to hold on...
I cannot afford to let go, it means so much to me...

but....

I don't know how much longer I can hold on anyway..
I am trying really hard to.
However if "hurt" was erased from my context,
I might slip away...