Letter to Mum

Letter to Mum....

Dear Mum,

I'm sorry for not being your proud girl,
I'm sorry for disappointing you
I'm sorry for my actions that caused you to be unhappy and angry about.

However....
If only you knew that my heart is crying every single time my actions were misunderstood,
If only you knew that I love you so much and am really trying to make you proud of me,
If only you knew that I am not what you think I am....

But....

That will never happen...
Cos I'll always be a nobody to you...