2013?

What I think about the year 2012? The world is an ugly place. Human being is sick beyond treatment. Family squabbles, children suffer, crimes committed. Whose fault is it? Looking forward to 2013? Not anymore….

Ignorance is indeed bliss

Ignorance is indeed bliss

To know or not to know
Once you do, guilt will haunt you if you do not do something about it.
You try, but denial slaps you back in the face
You become confused; is what you know true?
If it was, you fault yourself for not being persistent
If something happens and you know that you could have prevented it, the guilt will kill you.
To know or not to know
I’d rather not.

Life/Death

Life/Death

Funny, those who want death, yet death do not find them.
Funny, those who do not deserve death, are gone forever.
Funny, how life can be taken away just like a blink of an eye
Funny, how one moment we were talking, the next moment, he is gone forever.
We indeed cannot control our time on Earth.

To my friend, Karmede Salim : You will be dearly missed.

He.

He.


The look in his eyes as he spoke.

I know deep down inside he wants to be part of us.

Why did things turn out the way they are now?

Words being thrown at each other, killing the spark of hope that could bring us together

It is so difficult to say “I love you” so that things could go back to the way they are?

Maybe there isn’t a “back-to-the-way-they are” because there wasn’t even one to being with...

The look in his eyes as he spoke.

I wished deep down inside he was a part of us.

A chapter closed.

A chapter closed.

There was a chapter that was left unclosed. Other chapters were visited but that particular chapter was not finished until yesterday.

Though it was somewhat known how that chapter would end, but it was never expected to be that of an even greater disappointment.

Was it a right choice to finish that chapter? Though the disappointment was great, deep down, I’d wished it did not end.

But what is done, is done. That chapter would not be revisited again…

If only... only if...

If only… Only if...

If only I was able to drop everything and leave this place…
If only it was possible…

I guess only if he was able to find someone better…
I guess only if they would be alright when I am not around…

If only all these happen, I guess that day will come…

Human beings...

Human beings...

Human beings are peculiar creatures.

The attempt of moving closer to them would make them move away from you. When you leave them alone, they come fluttering back to you.

Is this a game of “playing hard to get”? It seems to be much enjoyed by human.

If it is, it is tiring and it has to stop.