Thursday, June 30, 2005

Saturation point...



Running along that road, it just seems never ending. On and on as my legs took me, it started to wear off. The speed meter reading fell....

Into a box I fell straight in. The lid is on, sealing off all the air supply in. It started to get stuffy. Breaths became shorther and quicker. A way out was needed, or even just a gap of strength, hope, space. Time thundered its way through the day. As it flew, the space within the box became smaller. There was no more breathing space. No way out

My legs gave in. I stumbled, yet I'm just unable to get up anymore.

The road is my life, the box is my fucked up shit that I am forced to face and go through with, without getting screwed by it, as I stand on that very road that leads me to nowhere.

Exhaustion has taken over...I've reached Saturation point...

Monday, June 06, 2005

ex-haust-ion


Exhaustion of the mind beings when everything suddenly seems to slow down.
Your movement becomes lethargic, even when you know something is about to happen, you cannot seem to prevent it. Everything is played in slow motion right infront of your eyes and you just stand there, motionless.

Exhaustion of the mind hits you right in the face when...you...do..not..have..the mood... to do anything... Your brain...refuses...to... cooperation depsite the...heavy work load...awaiting for you... smiling widely... The smile gets wider....and wider as it.. grows taller than you.. can handle.. All you can do.. is stare..


Exhaustion of the mind is winning over your mind...
when you have..................to check the dictionary for the spelling... of words like "conqure".............

Exhaustion of the mind conqures you completely......... when you feel like a r e t a r d.