fuck appearance

FUCK APPEARANCE

Heavy lumps of mass surrounded his body
Trying to steal glimpse of themselves infront of the spotlight.
He could not see himself anymore, not even his worth inside.

He stepped away from away from his nightmare,
The only one thing that will tell people about the truth of their appearance,
Leaving no mercy.
It was silent yet honest.

Voices of laughter and sarcasm clouded his head
He wanted to scream out loud
He wanted to burst into tears
He wanted an end to everything.
Including himself

He laid on his bed,
buried himself into the soft tenderness
that will not mock his shame.

Though the soft tenderness was there, it did not take the pain away.
It was ripping him apart.
Tearing him up slowly inside.

He felt inferior.
He felt despressed.

I stood from afar

helpless at the sight

My mind is blank.

I wanted to tell him that he is beautiful

I wanted to tell him that he is everything

I wanted to tell him that looks aren't anything

But would I be bluffing myself too?

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

Everyone says that, male and female alike

But do they even mean what they say?

Fuck the damn world!

Everyone knows that appearance does count!

So wake up your bloody idea

STOP trying to sound "nice" in front

While you mock these people behind

they do not deserve the shit you say

You think it's funny, You think you look damn good?

Well, here's the wake up call

1) You look like a joke

2) You ARE the joke

Don't downgrade yourself,

It pains me to see you do

Word of advice:

Keep your BIG mouth shut

It helps you know

People are born the way they are

If you're good looking, well congrats to you

If you're not. You're special.