Do I really know?

I thought I knew your every thought.

I thought I understood you inside out,

From the way you laugh till the way you frown,

From whatever that was going on through your mind.

I thought there was nothing more...

Yet at times, when slience takes over

My guilt rises, thinking of what I have said and done wrong.

I could not bare to see you angry or sad

When that happens, I feel that I have been thrown to a corner,

To reflect on what I have done wrong to hurt you

Thoughts like "What did I do? Is he angry? Should I not say that?"

But I always come out lost...

Then, fear starts to take over..

My emotions goes crazy and I lose concentration on everything

Because my focus was on you.

I really do not know what to do at times...

Till now I still don't...

All I hope for is some directions, light....

Never Silence

As it cuts me silently... leaving me to bleed