fated to be single
It has happened again. Her mind has lost the battle against her heart. She had fell for someone. Someone who would never return the love that she has given...
It was in a place and the way that they did not know they would have met each other.
Carols of joy, music of life filled the air. She had seen him from afar and it was normal for her eyes to roam. He was standing there, soaking up the atmosphere of Christmas. Introduced by her friend, she got to know him a bit more. It was a crazy thing but it was worth while...
She thought that that would be the end of their conversation as he also spoke to someone else better than her.
However, it went on...
They shared the most beautiful day together, at least it was beautiful for her. She had never felt so closed to someone ever since that incident. That night, he suddenly spoke "she has been messaging me a lot." She was caught by surprised. "Why would she be messaging him?" she wondered, but she did not really care.
The next day, he did not message her at all, so she made the first move, wondering if he wanted to join her for another round of shopping. He agreed! Nothing could describe how she felt that instance. However it did not turn out the way she expected it to be.
That day, he was rather listless and somehow, he seemed to forget what happened that night. Her heart felt sour. Before they parted, He spoke again " she actually said that I could go over to her place anytime." She did not know how to react but to say "oh, that's nice."
His face kept appearing in her mind. She could not forget the times they had. She knew then that a part of her heart was given to someone. Him.
However, endings were never happy for her. She believed that a girl should never make the first move, but why could not she do that same for him? She risked it again by asking if he would want to catch a movie, but he was kind of busy so she did not ask more.
Today, after a long day at school, her phone rang. He was outside with her. The moment the message got into her head, her heart sank.
"WHY does it have to be HER again?! It can't be, that would not happen, she doesn't mean it. She just wants to have a friend to talk to. But why him? Am I selfish to be thinking of it this way?. Silly you, you're so ugly! who would wanna be with you? stop fooling yourself time and time again!"
All these thoughts pierced through her heart. It was painful. Hurtful. Impossible.
" Why do fate have to always play a joke on me?"
It was in a place and the way that they did not know they would have met each other.
Carols of joy, music of life filled the air. She had seen him from afar and it was normal for her eyes to roam. He was standing there, soaking up the atmosphere of Christmas. Introduced by her friend, she got to know him a bit more. It was a crazy thing but it was worth while...
She thought that that would be the end of their conversation as he also spoke to someone else better than her.
However, it went on...
They shared the most beautiful day together, at least it was beautiful for her. She had never felt so closed to someone ever since that incident. That night, he suddenly spoke "she has been messaging me a lot." She was caught by surprised. "Why would she be messaging him?" she wondered, but she did not really care.
The next day, he did not message her at all, so she made the first move, wondering if he wanted to join her for another round of shopping. He agreed! Nothing could describe how she felt that instance. However it did not turn out the way she expected it to be.
That day, he was rather listless and somehow, he seemed to forget what happened that night. Her heart felt sour. Before they parted, He spoke again " she actually said that I could go over to her place anytime." She did not know how to react but to say "oh, that's nice."
His face kept appearing in her mind. She could not forget the times they had. She knew then that a part of her heart was given to someone. Him.
However, endings were never happy for her. She believed that a girl should never make the first move, but why could not she do that same for him? She risked it again by asking if he would want to catch a movie, but he was kind of busy so she did not ask more.
Today, after a long day at school, her phone rang. He was outside with her. The moment the message got into her head, her heart sank.
"WHY does it have to be HER again?! It can't be, that would not happen, she doesn't mean it. She just wants to have a friend to talk to. But why him? Am I selfish to be thinking of it this way?. Silly you, you're so ugly! who would wanna be with you? stop fooling yourself time and time again!"
All these thoughts pierced through her heart. It was painful. Hurtful. Impossible.
" Why do fate have to always play a joke on me?"
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